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I know how it feels when your stomach flips. Because mine flips too. Its hard to describe how it feels. But i know its a feeling of fear mixed with the i "dont know whats gonna happen next" feeling.  But its better that both our stomachs flip than yours flipping twice as fast right hahaha.

But it really sucks that i cant do anything about it, and sometimes i cant 100% understand. Circumstances are really quite crazy now , and concentrating on it wont change anything.

Someone who wont change. Someone who wont stop loving. Someone who knows and understands you. Someone who paid the biggest price so that you wont have to feel what you are feeling now. Someone who paid the biggest price so that you can have peace. Someone whos standing now with his arms wide open, calling you to him . Someone who i think i would choose to concentrate on, his goodness. I think that by now you probably would know who is that guy im talking about.

And i think he was talking to me when i was having chem tuition.

" Have you never heard? Have you never understood? The Lord is the everlasting God, the creator of all earth. He never grows weak and weary. No one can measure the depths of his understanding. He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless. Even youths will grow weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion. But those who trust in the lord will find new strength. They will soar on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint."                                                           Isaiah 40:28-31.

I found the cure to stomach flips. and its peace. Standing firm, knowing that he wont change despite everything else that is changing. Ya because he wont ever lah. Ever ever.

Bestfriends are Bestfriends.


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